is this the way ill always be?

You feel this tree? I do. It was all compact and comfortably groomed for awhile. It didn't take long for new branches to start growing though. The branches sprang up out of the boring bush that copied all of the other groomed ones nearby. One day a change occurred, and the bush decided it was perfectly fine to let some newness grow to its full potential, even at the expense of looking a little awkward. Passersby do not understand why it would choose to grow in the way it does, but it feels comfortable and sees no reason to change because others tilt their heads in wonder at the sight of it. Still growing and still strong, we have no idea how this tree will look in the years to come. Will the new branches be molded to uniformity? Will even more branches grow? Will the tree be cut and live only in the memory of the passersby? Or will the new branches simply just provide decor and momentary relief from the sun's wrath? It doesn't really matter how it will end up, because it seems to be enjoying its time now - exploring the air around it.